Monday, November 30, 2009
Missed It By This Much
So, instead of going in for our routine "post-hospital follow up," we saw our wonderful pediatrician with the goal of going through the proper channels of re-admitting Mason. As always, our wonderful pediatrician was wonderful and suggested the possibility of trying a couple of things at home. He contacted the pulmonologist on call who supported the idea of trying things at home, but was certain that we'd still end up needing to be admitted by tomorrow -- what a vote of confidence!! Our wonderful pediatrician left the decision up to us, in part, I think, because of the look of sheer exhaustion on our faces. In the end, we decided to try increasing the lasix and the steroid on our own and seeing how things go. The good news is that Mason's labs looked pretty good...potassium down, chloride up, sodium a little high, but not too bad, and carbon dioxide elevated as always (so who's counting?).
The better news is that tonight, Mason is resting a little more comfortably. About mid day, he had a significant desaturation that took a bit to recover, but after a whole bunch of oxygen, some futile attempts at comforting him, and successfully suctioning 2 major nostril blocking boogers out of his nose, he's doing better.
What happens tomorrow remains to be seen, but for now we will start the night as we have the last couple of nights -- saying a prayer for a better night and a better day tomorrow and going to sleep in my own bed. I am hoping that the morning doesn't find me sleeping on the air mattress in Mason's room once again.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Chief is a Happy, Happy Dog
While happy for us, you may be wondering how this happened. Simply put, we said enough. We've watched Mason's labs stay mostly stable over the last several days and we have seen his oxygen be high, but fairly stable over the last 3-4 days. The doctors weren't really going to do anything different, just continue to monitor and adjust his oxygen as needed. Well, we realized we can do that at home. We can take his blood pressure, we can listen to his lungs, we can take his temperature, we can take him in to have blood drawn for labs, we can weigh him and his diapers if needed. We know how and are ready to do all of that, so what's the point of staying in? We figured and the doctors agreed, there's no real point, so let's go home already! So, we did.
We do have plans to return to the hospital on Dec. 10th to do our 2nd pulse dose of steroids. We plan to stay for about 6 days, 3 days for the steroids and 3 days to get back in balance. Until then, we are hoping for stability and a little sanity in the chaos of lab draws, weight checks, and other events.
Thanks for all the love, support, food, and prayers throughout this ordeal. We appreciate every one!
Friday, November 27, 2009
One Day At a Time
We're hoping that this stability lasts for a few more days, then we might think about the journey home. I gotta say, though, it's much more comfortable here since switching to a larger room!
Thursday, November 26, 2009
A Great Thanksgiving
God has a way of making sure that things work out the way they are supposed to. Today was evidence of that plan. When we started the day, there were 18 patients on the floor. Then, a mass exodus started, and by the end of the day there were only 7 patients left, so many of the nurses were sent home. We were so fortunate that the 3 we have developed a relationship with over the past 6 weeks were the ones that stayed. They have been so wonderful making sure that Mason is ok, that our needs are met, and that we keep our sense of humor during this endurance race. Working over any holiday is hard for anyone. I am so thankful that the plan for us including making sure that those 3 nurses were able to enjoy a Thanksgiving dinner when they couldn't be with their families. We poked our heads out a little bit after we brought them food and they were taking pictures of the 3 of them with their Thanksgiving dinners - perfect!
As far as Mason's health goes, today was another day on our roller coaster. Last night he went to bed at 2.5L, at 2:30 in the morning, he needed 3L, at 6:30 in the morning, he needed 4L. His labs in the morning weren't great, his lungs didn't sound great in the morning. I'm not sure what changed or why it happened, but it did. Thankfully, later in the day, he did a little bit better; his labs looked much better (chloride on its way up, potassium on its way down, kidney function improving), and his lungs sounded like he was moving air much better. I think it's just part of our roller coaster and we just need to keep riding it. Tomorrow will be another day and we'll just have to face what comes with it.
On a very positive note, the doctor who was here at the very beginning of Mason's hospitalization was covering tonight. She mentioned that she had a patient who did the monthly steroid bursts like Mason is going to do and does very well with them. Her diagnosis is different, but the intent is the same - decrease the inflammation. It was nice to hear about someone else's success with such a rare treatment.
Hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving with family and friends. We are truly blessed to have such a fantastic support network. Thank you for all of your continued support, friendship, thoughts, and prayers. We could never have made it through this stuff without you!
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Changing Expectations
Today was a pretty low key day. Mason ended up needing about 4.25L of oxygen all day and was fairly stable. His chloride level is coming down and his other electrolytes are remaining fairly stable. The doctors are still pretty concerned about him not gaining weight, but with only 1 day with the increased calories, I'm not as worried about not gaining weight in 1 day. We are going to increase Mason's steroid just a little bit tomorrow to see if that can help decrease his "work of breathing" to allow him to be a little more relaxed and burn a few less calories by just breathing.
In the spirit of the season, I thought I'd share a few things that we are thankful for: having such loving and supportive family and friends, having flexibility in our lives that allow us to be with Mason when he needs us, having enough of an understanding of Mason's condition to know what questions to ask to "lead" the doctors to some answers, and for our little boy who shows us how to be strong, how to laugh, and how to endure!
We hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving and are able to share good time with family and/or friends.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Don't We All Need a Little More Fat?
Mason had somewhat of a rough night last night. He was clearly working harder to breathe and needed 3.5 to 4L of oxygen all night - quite the jump compared to the 1.5L he had needed the night before. This morning, he again needed more oxygen (around 5L when he awoke), but thankfully, the coughing was a little less and there was far less wheezing. The doctors once again ordered an extra dose of lasix to help him get rid of fluid. Throughout the day, he was calmer than yesterday and somewhat more comfortable. When I returned from going in to the office for a few hours, Mason was only needing about 3.5L of oxygen - much better than when I left.
It sure does seem that each day is its own and we never know what to expect with Mason. Every day I awake and wonder how much I'll need to turn up his oxygen, how much his teething will affect his breathing, and whether or not it will be a good day or bad day for him. I am so thankful for days like this when he seems fairly happy and we end better than we started. It's so great to continue to hear him laugh, to give him a high 5, to see him signing the word "more" when he wants more ice water on his teething towel, and to hear him babbling about whatever he is doing. It's amazing to me that despite the fact that he's basically been in a cage for the last month, he is continuing to develop his communication, his fine motor, and his gross motor skills. It makes his PT mama very proud!
Monday, November 23, 2009
Dancin' a Cha Cha
Well, today was one of those backward days. Mason awoke a couple of times in the night and again appeared to be having teething pain. He ended up needing only 2L at most, but then when he awoke for the day, his oxygen need started going up and up. As with the other days, he started off with a somewhat productive cough and wheezing. Unfortunately, he was also clearly agitated which didn't help his oxygen need. Only after some ibuprofen did he actually calm down some. His oxygen need stabilized at about 4L until the ibuprofen wore off. Unfortunately, it then went up again to 6L until another dose of ibuprofen and an extra dose of lasix.
So, once again, we were left with wracking our brains to figure out what could be going on...Could it be teething again? - maybe. Could it be the chloride level was too low so the lasix wasn't working as well as it should? - maybe. Could it be that the steroids messed with is fluid level? - maybe. Could it be that the pulse dose didn't work? - maybe. Could it be his upper airway is more affected than we thought? - maybe. Could it be that the effects of the TOBI haven't worn off yet? - maybe. Sometimes it just feels like we should have all of these choices on a spin wheel and let fate choose which one we focus on today. More than likely, it's probably a combination of many of these, so we attack from many angles -
- we give ibuprofen for the teething,
- we boost the potassium chloride to make the lasix more effective,
- we give more lasix to get whatever excess fluid there is off,
- we talk to the pulmonologist about the upper airway (again - but, then it is a new pulmonologist this week), and
- we talk about what effects they were hoping for with the pulse dose.
Man, I'm tired just looking at all the events of the day. It really was a long day, but in the end, Mason settled back down to 4L and was much more comfortable. We did spur some curiosity in the research for our lung doctor, so he's going to look up a few other things for us. We also found that he did not think that Mason would somehow get a ton better after this first pulse dose. He actually thinks that it will take many of these pulse doses before we see a big change in Mason's lungs. This was just the first step in that dance. It was encouraging to hear that he wasn't worried about Mason not doing as well today as yesterday. It was also encouraging to hear that he thought it would take a few months before Mason was totally healed from his aspiration pneumonias that he had a couple of months ago. It means that this is not the best that he's going to get for a while. He will get better, we just have to have patience. Hmmm...I think that's a theme we keep coming back to. You'd think we'd have learned our lesson by now...
Embracing the Chi
I will be embracing the natural energy in the universe, Since there is no good take out and I'm tired of the food in the cafeteria, I will share the the words of wisdom from the wold of Joy Wok.
Fortune of the day. "Seek out the significance of you problem at this time. Try to understand."
I have a lot of problems, with varying degrees of significance and understanding it is impossible.
stay tuned for tomorrows fortune!!
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Correction!!!
Mason as well is doing well. With the cancellation of the TOBI He did not have to go up on his O2. When I left he was down close to 1 liter. Good news...
Christi was able to go home and spend some time at home today, I'm sure that she will blog after me.
More good news, I'm off the Chinese take out wagon. I had pizza! Still a form of take-out, I'm working my way around the world on take-out. Anyone know a good falafel stand on the way to OHSU?
Maybe We're On To Something
For the since November 7th, Mason is back to baseline! For the most part, he needed 1.5L of oxygen last night, though he did have a couple of times when he needed more momentarily. Today, we only had to go up as high as 3.25L when he first woke up and were able to turn him down under 3L before noon. Yesterday, I had to turn him up to 6L after doing the TOBI nebulizer (antibiotics), but since stopping that medication, he's doing better.
We have been protecting Mason's IV with everything in our power so that we could keep it long enough for the steroid burst, but even more so that we can save Mason from all the lab draws. Thanks to all of that care, the IV is still working well for drawing blood. Hopefully it lasts for a few more days or at least until we decide he doesn't need any more lab draws!
Slowly, but surely, the agitation Mason had on Friday after the 2nd day of his steroid burst, has subsided. He was a little upset a couple of different times, but generally happy and wanting to play. This morning, Clifford the Big Red Dog was on TV and the dogs on the show started barking. Mason thought this was the funniest thing and for the next hour or so was saying "dog" over and over and over again, just cracking himself up. It was good to see him laughing again.
Mason awoke with his productive cough once again, but after getting through the morning gunk, he was doing much better. The lung doctor though that this might be residual from the TOBI nebulizer and should continue to improve. He was encouraged that Mason was loosening up some of the gunk in his lungs.
Things finally seem to be moving in the right direction. Mason is making some really good progress with his breathing and his mood. Lest we get too excited, though, we must remember that we are looking for a lasting improvement. The next 2 days will be telling as to whether or not this treatment worked. Please continue to keep us in your thoughts and prayers and help us keep our hopes up that the next 2 days will see continued improvement or maintenance of the improvement we've seen.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
ups and downs.
As for Mason, He is doing better. The Nebulizer (TOBI) that they stopped yesterday was attempted again and it did not work very well... This medication no longer has a place on the Med sheet since it irritates Mason into a horrible coughing fit thereby increasing his O2 need.
From what I have noticed and for the time-being the steroid pulse is working. Mason is having some productive coughing fits that have the sound of gunk coming undone - this is a good thing. The inflammation is decreased in his lungs and the gunk can now get pushed out.
3 days ago I got a fortune cookie that said "tomorrow will be a lucky and memorable day for you." The next day...nothing. Today I got another fortune cookie that said "Today will be a lucky and memorable day for you." Two things; first, yes, I have been eating a lot of Chinese takeout lately; second, will someone please tell me when I'm going to have a lucky and memorable day? Relying on fortune cookies is not panning out as well as I hoped.
Thanks to everyone who has helped us out! Debbie and Galen for the wonderful Halloween goodies and gift card, the Orchards folks for the gift card, all the dinners people have supplied us, and most recently to Heather, Shane and the kids for the box of goodies. Shane I don't know how to thank you -- you always come up with such great ideas and are so gracious!
Friday, November 20, 2009
A Raging River
Imagine if you will, the worst case of PMS you've ever seen. Then, imagine thinking it will never go away - ever. Then, imagine on top of the raging PMS, you've eaten some bad food and your stomach and intestines are in knots. Well, I think that's got to be what Mason's going through. He is very irritable, short tempered, and restless. We know it's from the steroids and antibiotics and we know it's worth it, we just have to remind ourselves of that on a fairly frequent basis and do everything we can to help him through it. Thankfully, he does calm down for little bits of time if I hold him and rock him. or we distract him with books and toys, or just drug him with ibuprofen. Without question, we do know the steroids are working, though. Mason was able to come down to 2.5L of oxygen last night while sleeping and his heart rate was much lower than normal for him. He was finally able to relax, breathe, and sleep more easily! Today, during an ibuprofen induced nap, he got down to 1.5L of oxygen. It's really nice to see him breathing easier and makes the tantrums and tirades more manageable.
It's hard to hope that we are able to repeat this in a month or so, but that's what we are hoping for. Perhaps then, without the addition of the antibiotics, he will not be so uncomfortable, so maybe, just maybe the raging won't be as bad. I just have to remember, its worth it to help him breathe easier even for a short time.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Roid Power!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Here, CT, CT
Mason started his antibiotics for the possible colonization or infection last night. So far, he's tolerating both types well without any side effects. Unfortunately, antibiotics take a few days to show any improvement, so Mason's oxygen need continued to go up today - needing 6L most of the day. Despite his lungs not sounding worse, his oxygen need continues to go up.
The attending pediatrician came and talked to me earlier than usual this morning. It appears that she was listening when Bill and I said that there was a definite difference in medication/food/sodium/etc, when Mason was doing well and now. She thought about what we had said and decided to start investigating further. So, she went back and looked at his medications for the entire length of stay. She noted a few things we mentioned including the steroid level back when he was doing well, the antibiotics he was on then, and the fact that we might be masking an infection now. Seems Bill and I were on to something with the first 2 points. Mason does better on the steroids..........
One thing we didn't think much about was helping Mason cope with his teething over the last couple of weeks. Because he has so much to deal with on a regular basis, we thought we would help him with Tylenol and ibuprofen pretty much around the clock. Unfortunately, both of these can mask a fever very well, so we haven't had a chance to see if he was fighting an infection. So, we've held the pain relievers and she ordered a bunch of tests to make sure that Mason was doing ok. The good news is that his white blood cell count is just fine, indicating that he isn't actively fighting anything in his system. We'll have to wait a few days before finding out the results of some of the other tests, but we are feeling pretty sure that he isn't sick with a systemic infection.
The big news of the day led to a major change in the steroid management. We've been talking about doing a CT scan for more than a year. The pulmonologists have always said, well, we would have to sedate Mason completely, and we wouldn't really change anything regardless of the results. So, it was never worth it. Then, something happened, we (Bill, I, and the pediatrician teams) started pushing and they started thinking outside the box. Yesterday, the attending pulmonologist suggested doing the CT without sedation - just try and see if Mason could lie still long enough to get an idea of what his lungs look like. Bill and I laughed when the idea was brought to us - right, keep a 20 month old lying still for 15 minutes or so. That's funny!! I never would have believed it could be done, but somehow, someway, Mason laid still enough that we were able to do it. He was amazing!
So, when the CT results came back, it was worse than the attending pediatrician thought, but exactly what we expected...Mason's lungs are really bad. He has significant lung disease - no shock to us. The good news was that he didn't show any evidence of a frank infection or pneumonia. There were some areas that might be some bacteria, but nothing that is collected in 1 spot. We will continue with the antibiotics to treat anything that might be there to prevent it from causing a pneumonia later on. Good news!
The results also led the pulmonologists to suggest another course of action - different from the trach and vent. We are on board with the suggestion and will start the new treatment tomorrow. Mason will be getting extremely high doses of steroid via IV for 3 days (30 mg/kg/day for those of you keeping track). Presumably, after 3 days, his lungs will have significantly reduced inflammation which will allow them to function better for a period of time - hopefully a month. He will go back on his "maintenance dose" of steroids after the 3 day pulse dose to make sure that we don't shock his system (you might remember that he is "addicted" to the steroids because his body doesn't make any of it's own). He can repeat this cycle monthly for quite some time and hopefully will see some improvement. They have done this treatment with other kids and apparently it can be effective to allow the lungs to grow better than if he was on a chronically high dose of steroids (he hasn't been off of steroids since last fall). We will hopefully be working closely with the endocrinologist (hormone doctor) to make sure that we are doing everything safely.
Bill and I are happy with Plan S (I'm pretty sure we've already tried plans A-R during this hospitalization). It makes sense to us, seems to be a true hybrid of all the things we've talked about (somewhat restricted fluid, more diuretics, antibiotics, and steroids), but more aggressive than any of the other plans separately. We know Mason's lungs are really bad, we know that it will take a lot of time for him to grow out of this, we know that he will probably always have breathing trouble of some sort (probably asthma at the very least), but we need to do everything in our power to help him get through this difficult time so that he knows there's a light at the end of this lung disease tunnel!
Please say an extra prayer tonight that the attempt to start an IV goes well tomorrow! If all goes well, it might save a few more pokes in the future, too!!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Mason's Fight Continues
Mason's fight continues today. He continues to need a little more oxygen each day, but keeps his spirits up for the most part. We met with the lung doctor today and asked a bunch of questions about the possibility of a trach and vent as well as what else might be going on. He did say that he noticed a possible something going on in Mason's right lung that wasn't present when he came in. It might be that he caught some kind of bacteria or infection since arriving and that may be causing the worsening of symptoms. Mason also had a bacteria culture come back indicating that he has "colonization" of 3 different bacteria. He doesn't have enough of any of them that they should have caused Mason's symptoms to worsen, but Mason never follows the "shoulds." His body does exactly what it wants when it wants, regardless of how it "should" respond. The lung doctor doesn't really agree that the sodium levels are contributing much to Mason's increased oxygen needs, rather its probably what's going on in the lungs physically. So, after many conversations today between the attending pediatrician and the kidney doctor, the infectious disease doctor, and the lung doctor, we have a plan at least for the next 7 days. Mason is going to receive a couple of high powered antibiotics to fight whatever is in his right lung and hopefully help him to turn the corner. If after 7 days he is somewhat better, they will continue the course for another 7 days. It is not uncommon for kids with similar lung issues to come into the hospital for a 14 day course of these antibiotics every once in a while. Guess we'll just have to pray that it works and we can finally think about better days ahead.
As far as our plan I mentioned last night, there isn't much support from the physicians. I'm not sure they realize how much we know about what affects Mason and how credible we are most of the time. We got a couple of pats on the head for thinking about it, but really, no backing. We're not giving up, just allowing room for other options. We will continue to fight!
As far as the trach goes, we don't see it in the near future. It is always going to be a possibility, but if we can get Mason back to baseline with the other, less invasive things, we are going to try every other option. We will continue to fight!
Monday, November 16, 2009
There's Hope. Then, There's Reality
Sunday, November 15, 2009
A Month of Sundays
We did another a burst of Lasix today as the right lung is starting to sound a little wet again (the left has had fluid all over the last week, but the right was sounding clear until today). It's hard to tell this quickly, but it looks like this might have helped a little bit. So, we are staying the course with trying to dry Mason out as much as is safely possible while beefing up his calories so he continues to grow, but doesn't have as much fluid in his system.
Tomorrow brings another attending pediatrician to work with. We are hopeful that the plan will remain the same and Mason will start responding better to the medications than he has over the past few days. Please say an extra prayer for Mason to respond well to the lasix and decreased fluid so that we can start to plan for our return home.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Wait and See
Today saw an increase in the lasix (4 mg x 2 and 5 mg x 1, with tomorrow 5 mg 3x/day) and restart of another medication (clarithromycin) to help with the inflammation. I imagine we'll see some change tomorrow, but not much today. Mason was needing between 3-4L of oxygen today, but appears to be happy still. We continue to increase the calories in his food and so far he's tolerating it well.
I guess that's about it for today. Not much change, just need to wait and see if we see some change tomorrow.
Friday, November 13, 2009
Communication is Key
Mason's blood gas values haven't been good since we've been in the hospital this time around. Particularly, the doctors are worried about the amount of carbon dioxide he is retaining. Normally, we have a certain amount of carbon dioxide and a certain amount of oxygen in our bloodstream. That balance is essential for normal function. Because of Mason's lung disease, he has always retained more carbon dioxide than he should. The amount goes up when he's not doing well and goes down when he's doing better. When the number gets above 77, the references say, worry. Mason has had numbers above 77 before and the team working with him has been worried, but never mentioned doing much about it because he didn't look like the number was really reflecting his condition (clinically he didn't appear to be that sick). This summer, the number got as low as 56 - really good for a kid like him. Unfortunately, during this hospitalization, they have looked at the number twice and both times it was really high (92 a couple of weeks ago and 91 yesterday). Apparently, this has caught the eye of the pulmonologist covering the hospital this week. According to the resident we talked to tonight, the only way to "force" the number to get lower is "hyperventilation," and the only way to do this is through a ventilator. So, while rounding today - sometime before noon, the pediatrics team mentioned the idea of a tracheostomy (hole in the throat to which a ventilator could be attached at home). They mentioned the idea in passing and didn't realize that they were dropping a bomb on us.
The idea of a trach doesn't scare Bill and I; both of us have worked with kids who have them. This isn't even the first time this has been talked about for Mason. When he was in the NICU and unable to get off of the CPAP, we discussed this as an option should the steroid burst not work to lower his oxygen needs. Fortunately, it did at that time, so we moved on and didn't give the trach another thought. The idea has been brought up during this hospitalization as well, but it was by the kidney doctor as a question of whether or not it was ever considered. We didn't put much stock in the idea. So, when the team brought it up today as something they were considering, we felt like we'd been hit by a mack truck. How could they be considering this when we just put a plan in place yesterday and he was doing better? How could they be considering this when no one had even talked about it with us? How could they be considering this when the lung doctors hadn't even seen him since early last week? How could they be considering this when the blood gas values were taken when Mason wasn't doing well? Is he really getting that bad and we're so oblivious to the need? The idea of a trach had become unfathomable, but yet we were facing it. How did this happen?
Bill and I set to find out everything we could about a trach as a treatment, looking at the research, looking at cases where kiddos who were active used trachs, looking at our options. Finally, after we thought they had all left for the day and were completely ticked off that no one had come back to talk to us, the resident came in. She proceeded to summarize the work the team had done today -- consult with nutrition to increase the calories and reduce the fluid a little more (a 3 day process) and modify the potassium and chloride supplements (to be monitored daily). She was just about to leave the room when I asked "so what's going on about the trach idea?" Fortunately, according to the resident, this was just an idea that was floated, nothing that is being planned for the near future. Before any further planning takes place, we would need to talk to the lung doctor and our pediatrician to see if this is even the right course of action. She wasn't able to answer many of our questions, but it sure felt better after hearing that nothing is moving forward in the direction of a trach right now. Again, it's something to think about another day. I do have to say, though, it would have eased our minds tremendously earlier it they had let us know during rounds that they were not going to explore the trach option today, it was just something to keep in the back of our minds as something if he doesn't improve. Minor details, I suppose.
We will repeat the blood gas test when Mason is doing better and see if it is trending down. If it is not...well, we'll cross that bridge when we get there.
Mason is still smiling, still laughing, and still cute as ever. He's getting used to his hospital crib and doesn't have nearly as many bruises on his forehead. He is learning to give "5" and giggles when we ask for "high 5." He's doing ok, just needs to be doing a little better before going home.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Mason's Got a Hybrid
Actually, Mason started today with more difficulty breathing/increased oxygen needs. We did end up talking to the nephrologist late this morning and decided to bring Mason back up to the 4mg 3x/day (yesterday I said 0.4, but I had it wrong -- good thing I'm not the pharmacist!!). We know that will dry him out, but that's were we've got to start again. She also talked about increasing the calories in his food a little more again. More than likely, he will end up with some sort of hybrid plan between the 3 mg 3x/day and the 4 mg 3x/day. Once we land on the right dose, we will also start talking about weaning the steroid again -- for now, he's staying at a higher dose
By the end of the day, he was needing a little less oxygen again and will hopefully keep up that trend. We've adjusted when the lasix is given so hopefully he won't need to play catch up on getting rid of fluid first thing in the morning.
We know for sure Mason's bought us at least a few more days in the hospital. Bill's thinking we might be able to go home by the end of the weekend. I'm thinking at least into the middle of next week. Maybe we should have a pool going...
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Marching in Place
Mason seems to be tolerating his food better and better, too. At first it was causing quite a stir in his digestive system, but that seems to be settling down a bit. Over time, he'll get used to the very concentrated formula.
All in all, today was another wait and see kind of day. Hopefully tomorrow will bring some improvement so that we can look toward a plan to go home.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Two Steps Forward, One Step Back
Thankfully, the fever Mason had on Sunday broke by morning and we've had no sign of it since. Given that he has continued to chew on his towel like it's going out of style, the fever must have been from teething.
As we expected, yesterday did not see many changes. The new attending pediatrician talked about changing Mason's fluid intake if his labs continued to look good today, but didn't want to change anything yesterday. The dietitian did make a change at our request to the timing of Mason's feedings so that he had a bit more time in the morning to digest the night's worth of food. Otherwise, no changes.
Last night and today we noticed a change in Mason's oxygen need, though. He started to need about 0.5L more than usual during the day and during the night. When the doctor listened to him, his lungs sounded wet again. In other words, he's retaining some fluid again. Most likely, since Friday when they decreased his lasix, he's been building his fluid level up again - depsite the reduction in fluid intake. So, it looks like Mason will need a little more lasix than we originally thought. We just have to find the right combination and dosage of medications. So, we gave a burst of lasix today, repeated the chest xray and here we go again! Hopefully, the set back is just temporary and Mason will return back to baseline by tomorrow.
The best news of the day, though, was the sedated Echocardiogram (ultrasound of the heart). Mason did great and was able to get through it with just some medication in his g-tube. We were able to avoid an IV start and full sedation. After about 30 mins with the medication in him, he was clearly becoming "intoxicated." It was so funny to see him loopy, and giggly. He kept Bill, myself, and the nurses overseeing the procedure laughing through the whole thing. The Echo showed the same as the previous ultrasounds - very mild persistent pulmonary hypertension. His heart is staying stable and not having to work harder than before or contributing to the fluid overload. Great news!
Monday, November 9, 2009
Sunday, November 8, 2009
A Blip, Bump, Hill, or Mountain??
Tomorrow we start with a new doctor who has been brought up to speed by this week's doctor. We expect to have a slow day tomorrow, then resume our progress toward the right level of lasix and tolerance of the increased calories.
Please say an extra prayer tonight that Mason's fever is temporary and not indicative of fighting an infection!
Saturday, November 7, 2009
So Far, So Good
Mason was on 2.5L all day with the exception of nap time (yes, he did take a very short nap) when he was able to come down to 0.75L. The doctor is impressed with is ratio of input to output and happy to see that he's doing better with his oxygen need and lab values. She's aiming for less than 1.0L during the day when we take him home (not sure its possible, but its always good to set your goals high). Most likely tomorrow, they will do another cut in his lasix dose to see if he can tolerate it. Then, early next week, he will be sedated a bit to do an Echocardiogram (ultrasound of the heart). He has had several echo's, but they have never really been able to get a good study because he's so active. We don't feel comfortable sedating him as an outpatient, so this is the best shot we've got to getting a really good look at his heart. Better to do it while he's here than have to scramble at some point.
Well, I guess that's about all I have to ramble about. It's kinda nice to have "nothing" to write about...
Friday, November 6, 2009
Cleared the First Hurdle---Bring on the Second!
Tomorrow will see more changes toward our goal depending on what the labs show tomorrow morning. Hopefully, all will hold steady and we can continue to move forward. We still have one big hurdle to jump once we get the lasix down and the calorie count right -- Mason will still need to eventually get back down to his normal dose of steroids. This should happen in about 4 days, I believe, and then, a couple of days later we should have an answer as to whether or not that is successful. With how well he's been doing and how well he tapered down on the steroids this summer, we are hoping for an easy wean.
Once again, though, we'll think about that another day. For today, we celebrate a successful wean of the diuretics.
And, as long as we're celebrating, congratulations to our friend, Joey, for accepting the "resignation" papers from his pulmonologist! It is truly amazing that only a year ago you were fighting for your life and today you are doing so well! Congratulations!!
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Those Lungs Are Hopefully A-Growin', But They Sure Aren't A-Glowin'
We also had our care conference today with a lot of medical minds working together (8 in all - hospital pediatrician, Mason's pediatrician, social worker, lung doctor, lung doctor resident, discharge planner, dietitian, and kidney doctor). Some really good points were brought up about our plan moving forward including the risks and benefits of changing diuretics, the need to balance Mason's electrolytes, the need for fluid restriction to help the lungs, the need for enough fluid to avoid damaging the kidneys, and the idea of trying different formulas with higher calories so that we don't need as much volume. The doctors also talked about Mason's emotional well being while in the hospital for so long. It was really nice to get everyone at the same table to talk about their concerns and their ideas.
So, the moment you've all been waiting for...The Plan:
- We will probably be in the hospital for another week or so.
- We are increasing the calorie count on Mason's formula from 30 cal/oz to 45 cal/oz (if he tolerates it).
- We are going to do a urinalysis to see how Mason's kidneys are doing on the lasix.
- We are getting rid of one of the diuretics (spironolactone, for those keeping track).
- We are increasing his supplement of potassium chloride.
- We are going to try to decrease the dose of lasix that he has to be on.
- Some folks from Child Life will come and offer support both to us and to Mason and offer some suggestions for ways to help him emotionally.
- We will probably sedate him at some point and do another echocardiogram (ultrasound of his heart).
When we get home:
- We will need to do weekly weight checks (hopefully Mason will sit still on our bathroom scale). :-)
- We will need to check Mason's blood pressure at least 2x/week (anyone got a automatic infant blood pressure machine/cuff or know where we could get one?).
- We will continue to do routine blood draws (probably once a month).
- We will do fairly regular urinalysis tests to check for calcium in the urine to make sure his kidneys are tolerating the lasix safely.
- We will have yearly kidney ultrasounds to make sure he doesn't have calcium deposits in his kidneys.
- We will no longer have to mix Mason's formula from a powder as it will come in liquid form!!!!!!
- Mason will be on fewer medications!
I'm sure I forgot something, but will think about it later tonight as I'm trying to fall back asleep at some point.
Oh, and for his stats: On 1.5L oxygen while sleeping last night and up to 3.25L max today. Getting better and better all the time!
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
We've Gone Nuclear
First things first, though -- No 4am vitals!!! Mason was able to sleep through the night for the first time in a week and a half. I was able to get more sleep, though not straight through, but more sleep - guess I'm used to waking at odd hours now. When the doctor came in this morning, he told us that he had heard they had tried to do vitals on Mason at 2am. According to him, when he heard about it, he sent a "nasty-gram" to the nursing team. It's really nice to know the doctors are trying to help us out! He told me that if he heard about it again, the "nasty-grams" would get nastier AND, he's on call tonight, so he'll hear about it sooner. Love that the doctor is rooting for us!!
So, things got moving for us around 11 this morning. We were transported down to the depths of the hospital for Mason's Nuclear Medicine study. We gave him his regular formula with a radioactive tracer in it. Fifteen minutes later, he was placed on his back under a gamma camera, for about 10 minutes while watching Monsters, Inc to help keep him distracted. We repeated the procedure with the gamma camera at 1 and 5 hours after eating. We will go back to the gamma camera tomorrow morning for one last set of pictures. The idea is that if the radioacive tracer is found in his lungs by tomorrow morning, it confirms that he has aspirated. If not, it leads to a possibility that he is not aspirating. We may repeat the study tomorrow evening and see what happens overnight. It is possible that he doesn't aspirate during the day, but may do so overnight. There's very little risk to him in repeating the study, so if need be, we can do that. I don't think he'll turn into the Incredible Hulk with a little more exposure to the gamma camera. That's just in TV and the movies, right??
Otherwise, no changes today. We have the care conference tomorrow and should be able to get everyone on the same page about Mason's care and a plan moving forward.
As we were transporting back and forth today, we passed a couple of families clearly going through some very difficult times. I don't know what their situations were or who they were, but am requesting prayers to be said for them in hopes of easing their pain. Thank you!!
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
The Early Bird Catches the...Well, Nothing Really
Other than the events of this morning, today was another low key day. We discouraged the doctors from changing Mason's medications once again in hopes that we can focus solely on his food at this point. Only changing 1 thing at a time seems very instrumental in figuring out what is going right and what is going wrong. Mason tolerated the restarting of his food into his stomach without a problem today. We're hoping this trend continues, but have our back up plans in case it doesn't.
Tomorrow, Mason will begin the prep work for a nuclear medicine study in which they will put some dye into his stomach and then wait and take a chest xray or some other type of scan on Thursday see if they dye has crept into his lungs. This should give us a good idea if aspiration is something we should be worried about and whether or not we need to pursue intestinal feedings.
Also on Thursday, we'll have another care conference to help get all of Mason's doctors on the same page. There are apparently some different opinions about the medications Mason is on, what caused this hospitalization, and where we go from here. As it was last time, it will be good to have all in the same room so that everyone hears the same answers. Bill and I are looking forward to the meeting.
Until tomorrow, hope y'all have a good night. Thank you for the continued thoughts and prayers. We appreciate every one of them!
Monday, November 2, 2009
Same Game, New Players
Thankfully, Mason did come down on his oxygen need again today. This morning, he only went up to 5L, but was back to 4L by midday. Tonight he's once again down at 2.5L, so we know we're on a good path.
We talked for quite a while to the pediatrician tonight about the tube feeding. Apparently, the surgeon isn't real keen on a feeding tube that goes from the stomach to the intestine, but we haven't been able to really clearly ask why he prefers the tubes that go through the nose into the intestine (which is what Mason had last fall). We have more questions that need to be answered before starting the feeding straight into the intestine. Thus, no tube was placed today. Unfortunately, the IV finally failed early this afternoon. We tried to have another one placed, but after 3 tries and 3 more blown veins, there were no more veins to try -- Mason can't have another IV. So, we're left with 2 options (one of which wasn't really an option) -
- A PICC line which is a long tube inserted into one of Mason's remaining veins and threads through closer to the heart. This would allow us to continue to give him IV fluids and a spot for the multiple blood draws. The down side is that Mason would have to be sedated for the insertion. This may still be an option tomorrow, but unfortunately, by the time we talked about all of this, the PICC nurses had left for the day.
- Re-starting the tube feeding into Mason's stomach. If Mason is really aspirating, this is not a good option. He's been making good progress, and this could possibly set him back. There's no good way to tell tonight, so without another viable option, this is what we elected to do.
So, we will continue to watch Mason carefully over the next day or 2. If he worsens, we know the food is the culprit. We are also going to get a "nuclear medicine" study in which we put some radioactive dye in his stomach and take xrays several hours later to see if any of it ended up in his lungs. This can help to confirm or rule out aspiration. As long as all parties agree to the validity of the results of this test, it can help us formulate a long term plan.
Then, once we get the food thing worked out, we'll be able to see how Mason's electrolytes look again. They'll want them stable for at least a couple of days before thinking about sending us home. It looks like we will continue to be here for at least the next several days, if not week. The good news is that hopefully we will get some definitive answers and come up with a long term strategy that will help us get through this winter relatively unscathed. Wishful thinking, maybe, but a girl can dream, can't she?
Sunday, November 1, 2009
On the 8th Day, We Rested
Mason started off with a higher oxygen need again for some reason, but after a couple of really big diapers, his need started to come down again. We are impressed, though with the amount of fluid he was able to pee off today - a true testament to how much 1 Pampers diaper can hold without leaking for sure. One diaper accumulated about 7 ounces of fluid over a 4 hour period. Quite impressive, I think. I digress, back to the oxygen need...Overnight he was needing 3.5L, then up to 6 when he woke up and now back down to 4. I'm pretty sure we'll be able to turn him down even more shortly.
Mason had 2 lab draws, the first of which didn't wake either of us when it was done via IV at 6am - I was really impressed!! Once again, the chloride level came back low, but not as bad as other days, so we held off on the extra chloride supplement. Unfortunately, when the 2nd lab draw was done (again via IV!!), the chloride level was lower, so likely tomorrow we'll have to restart the arginine chloride to help bring that back up. Generally, though everything else looked better including a decrease in the amount of carbon dioxide Mason is holding in.
Bill and I even had a chance to "rest" and go home for a few hours so that I could re-pack for the next week (we're not sure how much longer we're going to be here) and we could both take a little break. Thankfully, my mom was willing to spend a little extra time with her grandson -- surprising, I know ;-)
Tomorrow we'll be talking about the food issue. Very likely we'll try feeding him into his intestine for a while just to make sure he continues to get better. We'll see how it all works out. Please wish us luck!
